a big day. josiah’s due date. jamin’s due date. and what i assumed would be janoah’s due date. even though we still assume there was no baby in the sac….my heart still mourns for that pregnancy. the baby i thought was there. just in case we were wrong, and there was a baby….i still want to remember her. to let her know i love her still. happy due date, precious one.
ok i’m 33 weeks now, and am finally at my pre-pregnancy weight. is that a little odd to anyone else? i tell you what, after jace is born, i’m really going to work hard to be at a healthy weight. i can hardly wait for my body to be “normal” again – i’m in so much pain all over that just walking is torture. i hope my body heals quickly so i can exercise some.
i am sooooo ready to meet jace!! he is a little monkey, like his brother josiah, i think. i can already tell by his personality inside he’ll give joe a run for his money. LOL. look out world, here he comes! 
any guesses on when he’ll arrive? his due date is october 10, but josiah was 12 days early and jamin was 15 days early. my guess is sept. 29.
i have a dr’s appointment today. i need to ask him if it is safe to up my anti-depressants. i have had some real doozies of mood swings lately. 
plus i haven’t been wanting to eat unless it’s something i’m REALLY craving. there have been a few days that i hardly ate anything at all because nothing sounded good. i’m pretty sure that’s a symptom of my depression.
please continue to pray for our family! love you guys!
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