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GUESS WHAT?!

ok jerry called THIS MORNING, just five minutes ago, about the refill. he went through the whole thing, talked with a few different people, explained the situation, and said we would be willing to pay overnight shipping to get it here (i just took my last one this morning, remember). they asked for my name and address, and he told them. then they said it was just delivered this morning. he was like, really? i just was out there this morning (it’s trash day) and didn’t see anything…but he went to the door, and there, in front of our door, was a fedex overnight package!!!!! so he said, wow thanks! and hung up. he gave the package to me, and in it, as paid for, is a bottle of 180 pills!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i paid 5 dollars for these, just as i paid 5 dollars for the 4 pills i got last week!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

can anyone give a huge SHOUT OUT and praise the Lord with me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i am beyond thrilled!!!!!!!!!!!! and for once the insurance company did a GREAT thing and didn’t mess up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i’m near tears i’m so thankful right now!!!!!!!!

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Recovering

this monday is MUCH different than last monday! i have been feeling pretty well most of the week. having only the obligatory first morning vomit almost each day. i’ve still had to take the meds, and still feel a little nauseas most of the time, but overall i’m much better.

i just wanted to update to let everyone know things are hopefully getting better? keep praying. i have my last half of zofran tomorrow. i’m calling the insurance today to ask them what they plan on doing about wednesday. ;)

jeremiah had a few days that he was convinced he wanted to be a girl. he said he wanted God to turn him into a girl now. he’s over it, thankfully, but it was very odd for a few days! have i ever mentioned how funny he is? he’s so cute and fun and adorable. i’m very thankful for him.

josiah has been talking a lot more – i mean, i understand what he’s saying a lot more. and today, at lunch, he stuck a piece of cereal up his nose and said “uh-oh, mama, nose!” – it was really funny. and yes, i got it out. ;)

i finally downloaded some plugins that i plan to implement soon. sick of the spam! plus there will be an option to sign up for post notifications! woohoo! :)

continue to pray and hope to see ya’ll soon! ;)

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Slumber Party…

me, nurses, and an iv with 3 liters of fluid.

on monday, i called my dr, to try to get the med i needed. instead of getting it, he wanted to see me first. he was concerned that i’d been vomiting too much. so mom, the boys and i went to the dr’s office at 5pm. i was being seen before mom even brought the boys in. i don’t know how she does it sometimes…they have both been sick with nasty colds and weren’t on their best behavior.

i had lost 7 lbs since my last appointment. i had protein in my urine. the dr was not pleased. he said i would be going to the hospital to be put on fluids and given a zofran. (i assumed i would be leaving, but i found out later from the nurses that he’d written an overnight stay.) i just want to say how happy i am with the new dr and staff, the new hospital and staff. i was wheeled down to the maternity ward by my new dr’s receptionist, bonnie. she is so sweet!! the maternity ward was pretty full, so i was put in a room they don’t really use much. it had pumping supplies and such in it. the hospital staff was very nice and caring. i couldn’t be happier with the treatment i received there.

baby bug’s heartrate was in the 170s. up until now, it’s been in the 140s. i was kinda concerned, mainly since i hadn’t felt her much all day, but the nurse seemed to think she was ok.

i was able to leave at about 930am tuesday morning. dr prescribed more zofran and phenergan too (it seems to help at night, but i can’t take it during the day because it makes me dizzy and tired). i still hadn’t received another zofran, so was feeling a bit bad again. we dropped the scripts off at the pharmacy. after many call backs, we finally found out that i could get FOUR zofrans. sigh. the insurance company is still being quite difficult.

yesterday i spent most of the day in bed. i’d taken a phenergan and it really knocks me out. i’m so thankful for mom!!!!!!!!!!! she watched the boys for me. today i am feeling SOOOOO much better. i have zofran in me, plus i was able to sleep in a little this morning. i really think a.m. sleep is a big factor in how badly i feel sometimes. i am awakened several times a night (lately at least) and then have to get up early…it’s really hard on my poor body. :( i wish mom could just live here. LOL.

please continue to pray! everyone is hoping that i will be over this soon. no one hopes this more than i do, but i am not truly hopeful. i remember how long it lasted with the boys, and even tho it wasn’t as bad with them, it still seemed never-ending!

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I Spoke Too Soon…

well, yesterday and today i’ve been vomiting everything i eat and drink. i’m praying i’ll hold out until tomorrow…praying the dr can get me an emergency prescription. i don’t get how 20 pills are supposed to last me 25 days…especially when i take 2 a day?!

anyway i can’t stay on long. i feel really really really bad. please pray for me.

also pray for our computer – jerry was adding memory to it and something happened. he has it at best buy right now getting it checked on…if it cost 200 to fix, we’ll be getting a new computer, but i really don’t want to have to get a new one to replace that one. it’s still fairly new!!

sigh. pray please.

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13 Weeks

Week 13

Your Baby’s Development

It’s still fairly early in your pregnancy, but Baby is already capable of quite a lot! If you poke your stomach gently with your finger, she may begin to turn her head toward you; some experts think this may be the beginning of the rooting reflex (looking for a nipple). By now she can put a thumb in her mouth, although her sucking muscles aren’t completely developed yet. And female infants have already accumulated about two million eggs in their ovaries, although this number will naturally drop to one million at birth.

Your baby’s head growth has slowed down; this week, her head makes up about half her body length. By week 21, her head will be about a third the size of her body, and by birth it will only be about a fourth. The fetus, which is now about three inches long and a little more than an ounce in weight, would now fit into your cupped hands.

Here’s what else you can expect this week:

  • Tiny ribs will be developing.
  • Vocal cords will begin forming.
  • Baby’s eyelids will fuse together to protect her delicate eyes.
  • Tissues and organs will continue to mature.
  • Bone marrow, liver and spleen will be able to produce blood cells now.
  • Fingerprints are beginning to form.

Your Development

Welcome to the second trimester, when most women begin to feel much more comfortable than they did in their earlier stages of pregnancy. The side effects of early pregnancy (frequent urination, fatigue, nausea, dizziness) lessen during the second trimester. Your uterus is still small enough so that you can easily go about your daily activities.

At 13 weeks, the uterus starts growing upward into the abdomen, and you may feel some abdominal achiness as the ligaments supporting the uterus stretch. Up until now you may not have gained much weight, but as your baby starts growing rapidly, you’ll see your weight increase respectively.

Even though birth is still months away, your breasts may already have started to make colostrum, the nutrient-rich fluid that will feed Baby for the first few days after birth. As the breasts enlarge, you may notice veins appearing under the skin and the areola enlarging and turning brown. Experts think this darker color around the nipple may be a visual cue for the breastfeeding baby.

You may also start to see the first signs of stretch marks on your abdomen, breasts, hips, or buttocks. (Since stretch marks are partly genetic, you may be able to predict ahead of time whether you’ll experience them or not.) By applying moisturizing creams, you can make your skin more elastic and can help reduce the itchiness that accompanies the development of stretch marks. Creams may also help reduce the severity of the marks, although it’s difficult to prevent them from occurring entirely. The good news is that the marks will be less noticeable after pregnancy, when they’ll probably fade to a more normal skin color.

i was going to post a pic of me, but i haven’t had jerry take one yet and i can’t find the tripod right now. so there will be one soon…

i am out of zofran for maybe a week! i have had an amazingly decent day today, thank the Lord! maybe i am nearing the end of this?! please pray that it’s so!!!
baby bug moves all the time, tho she doesn’t seem to be as active as the boys were, especially josiah. he was crazy! ;) i am constantly reminded of her presence, and it is wonderful.

happy birthday to my baby brother, who is 26 today. my mom can’t believe her baby is 26!!! jeremiah sang happy birthday to him several times. uncle josh got quite a kick out of that.

jeremiah has a cold (about which he says “i’m cold” lol) and asks to blow his boogies. where he got that, i don’t know! oh, tonight after dinner he said the food all went in his mouth. i said, then it went to your belly. then he said and to my butt next? lol! we’ve been reading that book “everyone poops” (because he likes it, not because he needs it – he goes perfectly in the potty all the time), and it says “everyone eats, so everyone poops” so he knows that food turns into poop.

the boys have been so loving to each other today. it really makes taking care of them a joy. i hate it when they fight and grumble with each other.

josiah is so funny. he wanted to try to learn new words today. he learned “wall” and really tried to say “ceiling” but it sounded NOTHING like ceiling. lol. i can’t believe he’s 18 months old. *sob* can you believe jeremiah was only a month older than that when josiah was born?! i can’t. they are so very different. josiah really doesn’t even “get” that i’m pregnant yet. i need to take time to sing to him about being a big brother…and find the i’m a big brother book too…

when i am feeling ok, i’ve been working on digiscrap pages. i thought i’d share a few with you.

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Happy Valentine’s Day!

i’m not big on valentine’s day. i never really have been. but i’m still a girl, and still like it when my love gives me things. still, i wasn’t expecting anything this year. jerry so rarely has any time to himself to shop for anything. there’s nothing that i’d expressed interest in (aside from feeling better, which he’d change in a second if he could!) and nothing i really need. it was special enough to me when he helped jeremiah make a valentine for me. (aw!)

today he awoke late, after a long hard day/night at both jobs. the snow is piled high and he has had to shovel it. most of what he shoveled before leaving for work was covered again when he came home. he was too tired to worry about it, so he backed and rammed the van over the snow to park. poor guy!

when he got up, he spent some time with the boys, hugged me for a little bit, then cleaned up the kitchen for me. the kitchen is the WORST area for me to handle. i can’t deal with the smell in there even after it’s been cleaned, so when dishes sit a little bit, it’s unbearable. he cleans for me without being asked, because he knows it needs done. he doesn’t complain. after telling the boys he loves them and giving them good-nap kisses, he took his shower.

when he came out, know what he said to me? “sorry babe that this has been a horrible valentine’s.” i said it was fine. he said he was sorry he didn’t get me anything – that he’d wanted to last night but the roads were too bad. i said he didn’t need to get me anything, that he does enough for me to show me he loves me ALL THE TIME. he said, no, he doesn’t. but whatever. the fact is, he DOES. the man is a walking i love you sign. he has to put up with SO MUCH and very rarely complains. he works TWO JOBS for our family, comes home, and does the job of the cleaner. he takes care of the boys so i can rest. he is just amazing. i wish he could know how much all of it means to me.

sometimes i can’t believe how much i love him. i mean, it’s like i don’t know what i would do without him. he is the other side of me, and i would seriously be lost without him.

If they were to write about
The story of my life
They would have to mention you
With every page they’d write
There’s another side to every story told
If I were the ocean
You would be the shore
And one without the other one
Would be needing something more
We are the shadow and the light

Chorus:
Always love me
(And) never leave me now
(And) now you are the other side of me
Always love me
(And) never leave me now
(And) now you are the other side of me

I have known the emptiness
Of feeling out of touch
And living life without you here
Would be living half as much
Cause I’ve a need that only you can fill

If love was mathematical
You’d understand the sum
to the heart’s equation
Where one and one makes one
And lonely equals me minus you

Chorus

-Michael W Smith

happy valentine’s day to my friends, my family, my boys, and especially, my love.

i will be 13 weeks tomorrow, so expect a photo and an update then. ;)  

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11 Weeks

Week 11

Your Baby’s Development

Your baby’s growth will really pick up speed over the next few weeks. By the end of this week, Baby will be about two inches from head to bottom, and still weighs about half an ounce — but she’ll double in size and weight in about three weeks. To handle this growth, the blood vessels in the placenta are increasing in size and number, providing Baby with more nutrients.

Other changes you can expect this week include:

  • Baby’s ears will move toward their final position on the sides of her head.
  • Your baby’s external genitalia are beginning to develop, and in a few weeks you may be able to tell whether you’re having a boy or girl.
  • Baby will begin to swallow and kick.
  • Bones will begin to slowly solidify, although most of the skeleton is still made of flexible material.
  • Nerve cells in the brain are busy connecting with each other, building pathways for future communication.
  • All major organs will be fully developed.
  • Spinal nerves will begin to stretch out from the spinal cord.
  • Fingernails will begin to appear.
  • With a special hand-held device, your doctor will be able to hear the fetus’ rapid heartbeat.

Your Development

As you approach the end of the first trimester, your uterus continues to expand, almost filling your pelvis as it supports your growing baby. Although you probably won’t need to start wearing maternity clothes for a few more weeks, your waist is continuing to grow.

You’ll probably start to notice other changes in your body. For example, your changing hormones have triggered an increase in your skin’s production of melanin, which results in the development of a dark vertical line of pigmentation on your abdomen, called the linea nigra. This line is a common sign of pregnancy and will fade, although it may not completely disappear, after pregnancy. The fairer skinned you are, the less noticeable this line will be both during and after pregnancy.

Hormones also affect hair and nails; many women discover that during pregnancy, their nails grow faster and their hair stops shedding. As a result, your hair will seem thicker and fuller than ever before. (A word of caution: Although it has never been proven that hair dyes or perming chemicals harm a developing fetus, it’s a good idea to avoid these procedures until after your first trimester, or even better, until after baby is born.)

good night, the only thing i notice about hormones is i cry over EVERYTHING! i cry watching the nanny shows, watching trading spouses shows, watching house, watching bones, watching the superbowl (GO COLTS), pretty much anything has me in tears. and i am a total crank to jerry! :(

i can’t believe i’m 11 weeks already. i wish the first trimester would end, so i could see if the hyperemesis will let up.

something that amazing happened – i got a call from a lady who said she was hired by an anonymous church member to clean my house for me! she will come once every other week for two hours. she’s coming tomorrow for the first time. jerry and i are working on a list for her. :) such a blessing!!!!

becca had this on her blog: What made you want to have children? Read the rest of this entry »

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