ARGH! just when i think the ms is getting better…this morning, i was in bed, feeling fine, eating my before i get up food, which today was a nutri-grain bar and a banana. i was eating the last bite of banana, and rolled around to get up. suddenly, i lost it all!! all over the bed!!!!

dear baby,
i’m SO glad i was able to feel you today! it was soooo amazing! i want to feel you more and more every day! i love you honey!!!

i think i felt the baby!!! this morning before i got up, i was just lying there, and i think i felt her moving. it felt like a kind of fluttering. the nurse had told me the baby might be settling on the right side of my tummy, so i turned to the left side, and i think i actually felt her moving over to the left side. it was soooo strange and cool feeling!! i tried to lie there longer to feel her more, but nothing. oh well, at least now i know what it’s like!!!

well all the results came back ok except for the hepititis ones…they are not in yet. so i’m just assuming they are normal too, because i can’t imagine that i have hepititis.

dear baby j,
i have been thinking so much about you … you are so precious to me! i want you to be in my arms so badly! i don’t know how i’m going to wait so long!! patience has not always been my thing, as you probably know already. i’m so thankful for you, sweetie!! i am still in awe of you. the fact that i am even pregnant. sometimes, i’m just sitting around, and i think “I’M PREGNANT!!!” i just can hardly believe that it’s true, that you’re real. ohhhh imagine what it will be like once you’re in my arms. how will i ever look at you without happy tears in my eyes? i love you, munchkin!
love, your mama

yesterday i called the dr because of my back pain…i really just wanted to get a note for work, but they wanted me to come in so they could rule out a kidney infection and an uti. while i was waiting for the results and getting checked out i got to hear the heartbeat again!!

jerry took a few before pics in the baby’s room. our digital camera is working again! yay!
they are kind of blurry, but you get the idea of how ugly the room is right now

well last week was our ‘vacation’…and let me just say, it was AWFUL!!!! jerry was sick before it even started, and then he gave it to me. i still have it. it’s a horrible flu, with lots of phlegm. which means, i was all clogged and my already active gag-reflex was going bonkers, so i have been vomiting all the time again, even with the zofran pill.

we got a new scanner, so i had to post the pic of our little munchkin!

i take it no one thinks they would be able to make it. that’s ok, i understand…we are all very far away from each other. oh well. it was just a thought.
well, jerry has his site all redecorated now. it’s pretty nifty looking!!! he’s such a talented guy. wanna see?